Sunday, August 21, 2016

Felt kind of down these past 3 days, so I spent them watching Livestreams.

Thursday, August 18, 2016

Bitten by the learning bug, but will it last?

Recently, I have felt like I should be learning something. ANYTHING.
I feel like I should go back to school, but is it possible to do it in your 30s?

High school for me was about 15~16 years ago. (Wow, the mental feeling I get is "2 years ago".)

So, for the past 2 weeks I've been looking at universities, I am clueless about the admissions process and everything that goes with it, I can't even pay for it. -_-;
Aside from that, they're all far from where I live.
There's the community college, but I want a higher education with an actual B.S. degree, not just a certificate.

I feel anxious, but then I get all discombobulated.
Not learning things is causing me to slowly forget things, I hate it.

In order to analyze myself, I've dug up old msn/irc/skype chat-logs I've had with people, I don't even recognize the person behind my username.

I currently feel like I don't have an identity.

Friday, August 5, 2016


Nothing much going on at the moment, today.

I missed out posting yesterday, because...of how hot and humid it was yesterday, to unbearable to come into the computer room, but I can't really blame the Chicago weather on anyone.
(FYI, it was 85F, but it felt like 90F~105F according to WGN 9.)

I had the unfortunate time of having to venture out in that weather, just to accompany my mother to a diabetes class on how to use the reader machine thingy and nutrition information.
It's sad to see that she's in the borderline stage of getting diabetes, she's been paranoid about it.

We got up early before the clinic opened to get there, assuming that we'd get out earlier... NOPE.

The whole trip plan was to get there, she gets her blood drawn for lab work, attend a small class about operating the Blood monitor thingy, and finally, home.

It was a 4 hour endeavor..... >_<

The best reward was coming home, setting the AC and the fan on HIGH and plopping down on the couch.

After doing so much walking, I just passed out there for several hours.

P.S. : I really hate waiting rooms.

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

First! Nah, not really.

On a whim, I decided to create a new blog.
I don't really know why, I felt a strong impulse to do so.
I already have one, but it's mostly linked to an old hobby.

What to make this one about?  Two things come to mind.
My personal thoughts/emotions and things related to creating things on the PC.
(Programming, web design, video, audio, etc.).

I feel that it would be more of the former and that's fine.

Just typing these few words make me feel at ease, even though I have barely scratched the surface regarding the content I want to address. Oh well, maybe next post.